Hollowness

Okay.
Hi.
I feel, nervous? I don't know. Hollow in the stomach area. Weird.
Jesse sent me her conversation with Sacha, Claire's long time crush/love, and damn I think he likes Jesse. A bit, at least. He complemented her a lot throughout the convo and used a pick up line (really well actually) and invited her to the movies and I was reading it with this sinking hollowness like man, drama may start.  Claire /really/ likes him. But Jesse seriously friendzoned him to death so she did well but still oh dear.
Well thats my little venting of the hollowness (it worked, too). So I'll finish with this topic.

Actually I'll let this have a post to itself so happier stuff can be separate :)

Ahaha just realised that with the thing of sacha asking jesse to the movies and her responding by suggesting bringing the whole group of friends, shes done the same thing to me.
the thing i identified as superb friendzoning skills.
maybe thats why
i can feel my heart jumping around
and i feel a little bit hollow again
aghh
what can i do
if i dont even know
what i feel